Word of the day

DISCOMBOBULATED.

It’s basically how I felt today.  It was a bit like the vertigo sensation that I was having a couple months ago is back, but this time it was more about not being able to get comfortable over the ball.  I have a sneaking suspicion that I might be having a “man period” right about now because my skin is breaking out and my stomach is unsettled, as well as the general inability to get comfortable in my skin..  Regardless if you believe in man periods or not, there is something slightly off and I hope that it will be back to normal by tomorrow morning, but if not it won’t be the end of the world and I know that the good times will come again very soon.

That’s one of the great (and at times not so good) thing about The Plan.  I’ve learned a lot about my moods, physical conditioning, stamina and concentration levels over the past months.  I never would have been able to recognize that there is a chemical imbalance in me before this all started, but now I’m much more in tune with my daily ebbs and flows.  So, instead of getting frustrated and having a “bad” day, I now know to put in the most effort I can and then call it a day and rest up for a better tomorrow.  And, that’s just what I’m going to do..